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23.04.2002 Monday late night @ 1:01 a.m. *Keep turning my cheek...* My book of Mormon Wrapped in Turin And it seems inferior and jittery You preach elastic To your jagged flock In an eerie passion for self-flattery I'm emotionally raped by J---- I'm emotionally raped by J---- now But I'm still here Yes, somehow I'm still here What now of my faith Just a desperate exercise to limit pain I am weak I'm emotional and sensitive and frail In need of some love Pull the cancer from the Vatican's own state Uninformed You will harbour those who nurtured Europe's War Keep turning my cheek In a fragile state of violence left me weak No guilt Hold your people in disdain and steal their grace I need replacement To feel redefined And it's just this matter of identity You preach elastic To your jagged flock It's an eerie passion for self-flattery Emotionally I'm wrapped in shame Emotionally I feel I'm raped Oh, emotionally in chains What now of my faith It's a desperate exercise to limit pain No guilt Hold your people in disdain and steal their grace Keep turning my cheek I'm emotional and sensitive and weak Uninformed You have harboured those who nurtured Europe's War (Draper) Gosh...I am so in love with that. Don't you just love their style of prog-rock? Music. Need to immerse myself in more music. More music is good, good. Always good. Me good gerl. Me no bad gerl. =p Where is my Mogwai? Har har, why not have a Band of the Day? There was a belle in school. In fact in every school I went to there was sure to be a belle of the school. Kindergarten, primary, secondary, jaycee...'nuff said. So-called glamorous and popular, they were the Ultimate Bitches Of The Universe. Why on earth, you may ask, are the school beauties always (more or less) so high-and-mighty? And such snobs? Really, that gets my goat. Why weren't they ugly to begin with? Why were they blessed with so-called beautiful crusts when their hearts were so black with filth? Why did they have to put the others down? Why were they well-liked by teachers when they did not even deserve their marks? Why oh why did they always get the nice boys?? Now THIS is sour grapes. Maybe a bout of cancer would do me good.
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