And if I'd wanted to speak like him, I'd go, "It hurtss..it burnss..it burnsss usssss..!"

Just kidding.

A friend revealed something to me yesterday and upon hearing it, I just broke down. I mean, it was so saddening and frustrating because I want to tell what's hidden down here but I can't. I'm still afraid and I don't know whether anything is for sure yet.

I gave my answer and I don't know if it was an expected answer but it's the answer that I'm willing to live with for the rest of my life. I might sound idealistic or naive but I'm not afraid to live with the consequences. I've been doing so for about 2 years and I'm ready. I am so ready. But well, other people are not.

I am not wrong. This is what I want.