And you know what? I think it's the period now where I just will not care, I will not bother and I will not want to know what happens in everyday lives of other people whom are most dear to me. Call it the selfish period but right now I want to know more about me, me and me. Just me. I don't know what's happening in my life also. It's as if I'm all confident and strong but I feel like I can just crumble easily if I don't start to care more about me. I'm not screwed like some people, I don't think I am. I sympathise and empathise with them but then somehow like someone else said, matters that we're facing right now seem so trivial in comparison to what is going on in the world. But then I don't want to know about the world. I don't know, I just don't know anymore.